Sometimes people need a push to take the next leap of faith

today's not a good day. its not going well for me. my mood's juz like the weather of day = gloomy. lost all mood to do anything.

i did not turn up for work at the Raffles branch as told in the morning, went straight to Chevrons instead. Slack some hours away as usual.

Went NUH to collect some docu n was planning to go IKEA after but the weather sort of prevented me from going.

took a nap on reaching hm. had instant noodle for dinner. i don still see MOm hm.

we missed this chance to meet, when will i see your face again

You left before I have the chance to say it or perhaps I shouldn't have let you go.

ok its already 2 whole days hm alone liao. Mom's not Hm since sunday nite n still not yet back. She went missing.... hahaha maybe i shld call the police already :P (she's staying over at Sis hm)

as usual i survived mostly on fast food n take aways. very typical. cooking for myself is expensive. yap i tried it n it cost more then take aways or maybe i shld juz go into a resturant n order something.

i was also 'sealed' at hm for these 2 horrible days. all windows was closed n doors were shut. i found out only when i cleared all the already dried laundry. the kitchen windows that were covered with all the clothes were shut. when normally its opened even if it rains.

@h Ming style Alfredo

come to think of it, i actually have a passion for cooking. but thinking of the times where i always laugh at those guys taking Hmecon lesson is a bit of funnny. haha nobody will get to taste my cooking unless u happen to be with me when i cook. on the other hand i wish that there is someone who would appreciate it. very contradicting.

The Sentimental Age

its Sunday. nothing much to do. wokeup early despite being hm only in the early morning.

did some shopping with mom at JP. ya usual thing follows loh. i was made to become the coolie. carrying most of the shopping bags. :( come to think of it i think i also needed to overhaul my 'wardrobe'. most shirts were at least 3 years old liao. some with holes, some become out of shape after all the washing.

finished downloading Photoshop today. ( haha i like illegal stuff!!!) my first time using leh. i very 'shan gu' rite??? ;P but anyway i think its a easy to use program. (ya even a idiot like me can use it). kept fiddling with the program n is still unfamilar to some of the functions.

found out some secrets of Win Vista today. (consider secret to me) the network discovery n sharing is turned on by default!!!! with all those sharing n dicovery on, internet connections will be slowed tremendously. so be sure to turn it off for faster connections n also for security reason. Go figure......

the birthday boy n his girl