Confusion COnfused

Its sat now. I Think I had bother by what CK told me or reminded me that day. Wednesday to be exact.

I think I had already forgotten about my own targets or ambitions that was posted. Come think of it, I was totally out of the course now. I was told I had changed somehow ( I dunno how to put it in words). I was not what I used to be already. There is something that is not the same anymore. Even a third party cannot tell me what it is.

I was at a total lost for 2 days already. SIgnnnnn....

ANyway engagement for XiaoQiang coming Sun. Congratulates to him. SEptember marks one of the special month. It made me remember some things and some interesting figures. For these I should not say too much, for it has to remain a secrecy kept.

27 Aug 2008

humm..... Long time.... so for the week gone I was not that active bah. Dun really remember what I did also.

I remembered having Lunch at Kushinbu (???? is it this name ????) with Sis. Food was good. Service was normal. Waitress looks pretty!!! Lol !!!

Then I worked a few days at Central Taka Kitchen. 2 days in kitchen to be exact and then 3 days in the bar. 5 days in total. It was a mess leh. I was totally lost on what to do loh. Too long no touch all the things liao, all become so strange. Lucky I never see the Big BIg Chef. Frankly, I don really like him. Everyone was good and surviving. New faces for waiter and waitres. SAme people still working in the kitchen. Nothing new in the menu. ( I dunno how they survive this long with the old menu). There was news that a new branch is opening at Paradiz Centre SOOoo stay tune!!!

MEet Ck and repaired his PC today. I think he kana viruses bah. Cannot boot into windows and then somemore safe mode was inaccessible. I did a clean sweep for him and I took the bloody whole 4hrs to fix everything including update of some software.

So what next??

There is a school assignment to hand in by the week. Xiao Qiang getting Engagement this Sunday. Then I got the Assigned job to cater the BBQ for him. 25 people BBQ I not sure how to do it.

Comex starting tomorrow at Suntec. it will be One of the biggest Computing events. The Exhibits starts from the 1st floor and go all the way to the 6th floor. All this is not IMpt. MOst impt are the promos they are offering..

I think i lost the transfer cable for my Hp. I cannot find it anywhere liao.

Messy.

Time for some update.

THe pass days was 'Some' days for me. Starting from Friday, I was eating like nobody's bizness. Went Tin Tai Feng, JUnction 8 for lunch on friday. Guess what, one of the Kakids was Brandon!!! Haha so long no see him liao, He still the same crappy guy LOL. Then there is Wan ZAi just beside it. The manager working there was from Pasir Ris and she still remember me (not bad huh.) I only work with her for only like no more then 3 weeks. Went PS and tok to AhDi. Got another treat from him (FRee MEal!!!!) but this time with a group from Central Resturant. Trained to Orchard and walk around. NOt much change since i Last went there. Last meal of the day was with Dessert Aunty at bugis. We had Parklane Wanton NOodles. I give it a excellent grade.

Then Sat had a late breakfast. I reached home only 4 am in the morning and slept in late. DId not finish the breakfast coz it taste really bad. I had BA ku te. tastes really horrible. yap. Had some equally bad western food for dinner ( bad day for me). I threw away half of the pack loh. Cooked the never failed 'Maggi Mee Instant Noodle' to fill the stomach.

Had Family LUnch on sunday. All of the members had a gather at grandma house. Some simple lunch. I was like gobbling down 20 sotong balls gradually. Half of it was unfinished ones from those little monsters. Hhaha i mean my nephew and niece.

very messy update.... anyway EPL started over the weekend. The show is here now. No MOre boring weekends. YaEEEEEEeee!!!!!

BLAckBurn won their first match!!!!

Slow, slowly

Its 1 full week without update :P. Reasons were not that there was no time to update but it should be more with nothing to update.

Uneventful week since @H MIng now is out of job. No plans for him to get another one anytime soon bah. According to his thinking, he plans get one FULL TIME job after October or the exams. That's when he will be having the most free time (he will be left with only 1 module to go). For the moment he is lost to really, seriously think of the future plan coz its a bit of hanging half way now for him. :///

Ok some meeting of the 'old' frenz here n there. Still they are doing well. They survived and still going. Not much catch up done coz @H MIng did not stayed ' long enough ' to chit chat with them.

GIve me some ADVISE

For a moment, I am officially out of job. Last THursday was my last day but everything did not stop only until Sunday. The hassle of handling over. The boss had to know what was left then what was loss, what was low in stock, where was the things kept and so on. It should all be done very easily but dunno why it turned out to be a little complicated. owell its none of my biz anymore.

REsted for a few days now, i think i have enough of it also. The sudden change to slower pace made myself seem to have nothing to do except for the assignements. Still the assignements are so 'CHIM', still i cannot get it, still i dunno what i am writing also. I am wondering if i am so dumb.

I was at home most of the time after last day at work. Went NUH for an appointment and reach home at around 5 plus. Never went out till next day. Slept till late afternoon, then went IKEA Alexandera with family. They are having a renovation. A bit messy but still managable, you still find what you want in its rightful place. THe already scarce carpark is also on renovation.

i slept most of the Sunday away. Waking up for breakfast and dinner only. Dinner was really a filling one. Had dinner with family at Sakura Jurong West Sport Complex. It was mixed cusine in buffet style. JApese as its main, topped with bits of dim sum, finger food, pizza, bbq???....... The food tasted good but i cannot eat much. HAlf way into the food i Stopped and feel my head getting 'heavy'.

As for MOnday, i sleep it away still. I think i am becoming a hopeless guy.

"Never did I forget it. Never did I try also. Never did I grab that opportunity. I was given that chance, I had fear, I had insecurity, i hesitated, then I just let it go. It was an emotion struggle for me after. I felt helpless, I felt miserable. I had to learn to accept it. I was told to give up. I somehow was also telling myself to give up but deep down I did not. I still subconsciously try to get back at it and it was neither a success nor was it faliure. There was no...... progress."