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I dunno when I dread staying home. I had though everything will change after some time but it remained the same. It was wonderful in the first place. Everything was perfect. As time went by, things started getting chaotic. What problems, what history, all surfaced. It IS NOw BAck to Square ONe. For a Fact, NOthing is perfect and NOthing Last long. I dunno what to do. I am totally lost. I have to try and avoid it. I don wan to see it happen again. It makes me feel sad. I dunno if I should just move out on my own now. It will become a burden and yes definitely.