Keep working on being clear in what you want. Break it down into what you need, and what you hope for.

haha good rest over the wkend. felt rejuvenated. i was mentally fatigue for the whole wk.

the statistic exam on friday was totally a flop. i think i did badly. never get to understand what the questions are toking about. i may fail it.

Sign..... juz wait for the result bah...

Met my longtime Prof and Social Worker during the wkend in NUH. its never good to see the Prof. coz i always have to do some test for her whenever i see her.

As for the social worker, i think it depends on situation bah. i see her as my counsellor. sometimes i tok to her more than i tok to my family members. weird rite??? but i think its better this way. when she is in the mood to tok then i think better not tok to her. she can tok for the whole hour over 1 question. but no choice coz i never noe what is her mood for the day so i am always at her mercy :)

they also asked me some questions which i dunno how to answer. (yes i meet the both of them together). i am still thnking about it.

Owell... its the start of the so call holidays. so still work minus lessons. shld be a relaxing wk ahead. work at the Chverons so its going to be a wondering time. wonder here, wonder there, EVeryWhere!!!! ;P

Read these over some webpages see if it applies to u.
  1. New college students often believe that they will not be able to form friendships and that no one at school cares about them. The friendships they make don’t seem as intimate as their high school friendships were.
  2. We can be alone yet not lonely; sometime we want and need solitude. On the other, we can be surrounded by people and feel desperately lonely

there is actually some truth in it. i was somehow still in contact with friends from secondary school but not anyone from poly anymore. those from poly is like lost somewhere in memories. then the other statment is true to some extend also. we may be surrounded by pple but still find something missing. feelings that u cannot explain.

no matter what i still did not forget you pple around me.

Thanks for everything, let me see that smile always