There are many ways to connect with someone you want to build a relationship with. Choose the areas of your life that could help everything come together in a more satisfying way.

Been trying to get the layout of the page to change a bit for 2 days. it shld be finished by just a few hrs of time but to my surprise, things chnged in IE don tally with Mozilla or so much so.

tried out using firefox n ended up messing it even worst. i keep getting the aligment out even with the 'fresh new templete' provided. So i had to 'Force' it in to the broswer LOl. ended up i added some bars to it to make it work. Scripts don really work in both IE n Firefox.

i got my very Old ICQ account working again also. hahaha the acc's still working after so many yrs of inactiveness!!!!! but i think no one uses ICQ now so no pt lah. MSN's the preferred now.

So about what i have been doin the last days. i think more or less the same. Nothing much special about it. Mr Flu is with me for the days so i layed dead also.

Yesterday went KBox at JE with the same group as last wks. We have some habit lately to try n meet up on late Sat n go places. its good to meet up once a wk to catch up a bit.

N lesson's starting in A WEEK TIme!!!!! The HOrrible nites sitting at the 'cold' rooms starting again!!!!!! haha but the least i am getting things to do rather then wreaking the brain on where to find entertainment.

Lesson may be starting soon but results not out yet tsk tsk....... some 'GOOD' adminstration loh n they still have the cheek to ask us to buy text before the lesson starts. i am going BroKE buying the TEXt!!!!!!

My Starhud box quits on me!!! SHIT!!! i am going to miss matches!!!!

Take advantage of the situation and steer it in a direction that's better for you and your people.

ok 2 slow slow days have juz passed. the days are getting longer n longer. There does not needed much to do as it appears to. everything was like dragged till the last mins so that everyone appears busy. (hehe sounds very familar) i think anyone will have the habit of doing it also.

it may be slow days now but the storm is brewing coming thur n fri. the 'tea break' thing starting again. rest if i can bah. busy busy days ahead (though its not going to be a chellenge for me hehe).

watch the TV to past time during work. ya there are 2 BIG plasma TV in the foodcourt. 1 programmed at CNA n the other will be at Channel 8.

i think NIke's in the news today. they bought over Umbro (another sportsware group) n Umbro may never appear again in our eyes soon.

Then the robot by HONDA have started running!!!!. Considering its only able to walk n do some simple chores 2 yrs ago, its a big improvement OKay!!!!

we may see the robot more human like in the coming yrs....

shit may eyes feeling very dry today....

' things have come to this very crucial stage that we have to take it real slow and steady in order not to messed it up. It may be difficult but its gonna be needed to give it time to let it fall in place. Taking an anxious and uneasy mind to finish it up will not yield any favourable result. we may even need to take it as it is now, finished whatever there is before going foreward again.' - A Complicated Idea

Old assumptions can get in the way on a person's perception.

Went to the much talk about 'Mind Cafe' at Prinsep street with a group of frenz yesterday(sat).

u get to play with the in house board games or intelligence games with a small fee. (billed with timings) not worth the money considering there are already cafes offering board games to customers for free.

food n drinks pricing is a bit on the high side. no interesting menu also. serves mostly pasta. snacks also available.

Noisy and rowdy environment becoz of the games. may even have to raise the voice in order for the other party to hear u. enclosed cafe (aircon), no outdoor area (becoz on second floor).

SO i think u can guess what's my conclusion. People may go becoz of the 'fresh' idea. to visit regularly is not recommanded. For me personally i don think i will go there anytime soon.

oh yah. there are 3 pubs along the way showing LIVE EPL matches on Over HEah Projectors. and they all show the same live match on all 3 screen. Cool huh.

So i got the last mins Liverpool match yesterday there. hahaha Phil Neville was send off becoz he think he is the 'goalkeeper'!!!! everyone was laughing like mad when he dive n deflected the ball away with his hand!!!! Penalty given n kuyt took it to goal. 2-1 to Liverpool (some luck)

' The path ahead was blurred. Doubts and questions were starting to fly. What future holds, no ones knows. Constant reminders were needed that all these were all temporary.'

Everyone has a story to tell. its a matter of how they express it.

its Friday!!!!! wkend means rest time!!!!

same old things for me loh. wk, hm, wk, hm........ very boring rite??? not much social life left.... i feel like beginning to lost touch with the social world Lol...

no plans for wkend, alone at hm, lessons not yet started.... haizzzz

but anyway i get to be 'taxi uncle' for the past three days. i have been delivering catering stuffs for the days and now i noe its hard to be a taxi driver. a lot of concentration is needed on the road. 'accidents' do happen if not careful.

' Cash Is King, CreDit is the Best, Car Is a Necessity, ConDo IS a MUST, CAreer is IMpt ' - A BUllshiT Statement

It's important to let people know that you love them for who they are.

Humm.... it's a messy day at work today. Total Chaos too. can't find this, can't find that. not enough of this, not enough of that.

everyone was totally lost. i was busy throughout. helping them whatever i can. yap, i was also the errand boy for the day. i run betwn IMM n CHevrons several times to get things needed.

a bit of stress also. i was handle the task to update the account bks. i am not very good with numbers.

that's it for today. new task new things to learn so be prepare for the challenge.

'The most impt is for you to be happy always. Lending you the shoulder when needed. The need to see you in person is impt but not always needed. it's enought to know that you are still alrite. its best to see u smiling always. ' - A Simple Guy's Wish

Good combination of objectivity and charm will put all the people around you at ease.

ok the wk ended with mixed feelings. As usual there was more unhappiness and disappointments.

Most planned events were not carried out or eventually called off. 2 working at Chevrons suddenly call it quit over the wkend. Someone i noe was gone with the God on Friday. nothing goes smoothly. maybe it's the rule of the the game called 'life'.


anyway i was still enjoying myself over the wkend or maybe so.

went for preview of the movie Brothers. This is no movie for me but hong n Jess seem to enjoy it. there is no beginning n there is no end to it. leave it all to ur imaginations. BUsed hm after n it was about 0230 am.


Woke up at 0615. this time to KUSU Island. it was an outing organised by the telok ayer kopishop. they went there for praying. i juz walk around relaxing. i think i will juz chose to remain neutral from now from all religious. saw the small lonely sea turtle at the lagoon. there was a pair in the lagoon from my last memory.



receive call from boss after we came back to Singapore. he says me n my manager were to rush to Chevrons asap to take over some documents n familarise with the procedures at Chevrons before the 2 are gone. the 2 of us of course did not do so loh. we went for lunch with the rest before taking our time to reach there.


total Chaos. everthing in a mess as expected. so did juz what i can n case closed. then the few of us who were present get to be 'food taster' we got new chef to take over. hehe lucky.


went hm before going out again after the food tasting. it was 2030 already before i met CK n JQ at CCK. after we go pick up Jelene before chiling out at hillview.


the cafe we picked was ULU loh. it is at Hillview. unreachable from any public transport. it some very quite environment. there are only private housing in the surrounding. suitable for small group of frenz. there are not fancy menu. it serves some small dishes n drinks not a place if u want a full course meal.


went for pool session at Bukit Timah Shopping Centre. Its a long time since i touch pool. i think the last time was with JiaSheng n Shifu (months ago liao hehe). i lost concentration towards the end n could not play properly. Hmed 0300. the poor driver have to send us hm one by one.


Met Ah Shun today. we meet Orchard as usual. this boy keep pestering me to bring to pubs. very irritating. he's desperate i think hehehe.


i tried shopping for some clothes but only one polo shirt from Addias got my attention. i did not buy it becoz i still cannot decide which color i want. we also went Vivo. nothing to do over there so juz walk walk have dinner n go our separate way.

Marina Pier

KUSU

FOOD!!!

Keep running away and things will never get resolved.

Problems are brewing up at the Raffles branch. I met this 'working partner' n he told me that the interpersonal relations among the people working there is getting no better by the day. there have been quarrels among them but its getting out of hand. there are unhappiness among them. the 'boss' does not know yet.

Shld I or Shldn't I speak about it to boss??? I dunno What to do.....

Perhaps I shld not meet him so i will not know about it. Perhaps he's juz trashing out his feelings. Perhaps nothings' actually wrong. Perhaps........ (too many liao)

I was suddenly made out to be the Fire Warden today for Chevrons Food Court. There was this stupid fire drill today at Chevrons. its was then that i realised that i was the Fire Warden for the food court. its very uncommon coz i am only working part time.

Most of us took a stroll to the basketball court during the drill. Some were left behind to continue with the work. Weird fire drill. we get to chose if we want to participate.

everyone get the chance to try out the fire extinguisher. haha i did not try it but i think i am up in the pics cause i was ask to 'pretend' to press on the 'alarm'. haha i thnk i will be up in the mag for Chevrons :P

Sometimes people need a push to take the next leap of faith

today's not a good day. its not going well for me. my mood's juz like the weather of day = gloomy. lost all mood to do anything.

i did not turn up for work at the Raffles branch as told in the morning, went straight to Chevrons instead. Slack some hours away as usual.

Went NUH to collect some docu n was planning to go IKEA after but the weather sort of prevented me from going.

took a nap on reaching hm. had instant noodle for dinner. i don still see MOm hm.

we missed this chance to meet, when will i see your face again

You left before I have the chance to say it or perhaps I shouldn't have let you go.

ok its already 2 whole days hm alone liao. Mom's not Hm since sunday nite n still not yet back. She went missing.... hahaha maybe i shld call the police already :P (she's staying over at Sis hm)

as usual i survived mostly on fast food n take aways. very typical. cooking for myself is expensive. yap i tried it n it cost more then take aways or maybe i shld juz go into a resturant n order something.

i was also 'sealed' at hm for these 2 horrible days. all windows was closed n doors were shut. i found out only when i cleared all the already dried laundry. the kitchen windows that were covered with all the clothes were shut. when normally its opened even if it rains.

@h Ming style Alfredo

come to think of it, i actually have a passion for cooking. but thinking of the times where i always laugh at those guys taking Hmecon lesson is a bit of funnny. haha nobody will get to taste my cooking unless u happen to be with me when i cook. on the other hand i wish that there is someone who would appreciate it. very contradicting.

The Sentimental Age

its Sunday. nothing much to do. wokeup early despite being hm only in the early morning.

did some shopping with mom at JP. ya usual thing follows loh. i was made to become the coolie. carrying most of the shopping bags. :( come to think of it i think i also needed to overhaul my 'wardrobe'. most shirts were at least 3 years old liao. some with holes, some become out of shape after all the washing.

finished downloading Photoshop today. ( haha i like illegal stuff!!!) my first time using leh. i very 'shan gu' rite??? ;P but anyway i think its a easy to use program. (ya even a idiot like me can use it). kept fiddling with the program n is still unfamilar to some of the functions.

found out some secrets of Win Vista today. (consider secret to me) the network discovery n sharing is turned on by default!!!! with all those sharing n dicovery on, internet connections will be slowed tremendously. so be sure to turn it off for faster connections n also for security reason. Go figure......

the birthday boy n his girl

If nothing last forever, will u be my nothing...

A day juz ended for me.... so one more day before the wk start all over again. (haha i juz reach hm)

was hm for most of the day. went out only at 5 plus. the birthday boy (Hong) cannot decide where to go for his dinner. we actually planned going Redhill for some food but was change to Bugis for steamboat dinner.

went playing arcade games at Bugis while waiting for LOng. the place was crowded loh not like wkdays where its usually empty. hahaha get to challenge some 'Homeground' guys there. some struggling here n there. there was also a bit of audience behind me.(paiseh leh)

i think i saw the girl in the pics at Bugis. (haha very drama liked hoh??) i don think she noe me bah.... :P

shifted to Cineleisure after the dinner. had wanted to watch some movies but only left with front seats n the rest is too late so did not watch it. So the few idiots went playing games again at the 4th floor. it was not until 3 before we stop n decide its home sweet hm.

so its going to be a new wk ahead. wreak the head on what to do bah Lol

Exercise your power by imagining yourself the way you want to be, not as you are

Hah!!! hows this???!!! my new so call skin/templete!!! i purposely spent a FEW hours doing it leh.... (i still cannot understand most of the script used)

its one wk since lesson ends liao.... i was like suddenly got too much time on hand. still not used to idleing life. my adjusting ability is a bit slow at times.

nothing much for the wk. most of the days was juz btween hm and workplace. did went bugis on Wed. nothing much to do since alone. went to the campus for enrolment of the mondules for coming Nov. Result not yet out but enrol new modules first, very weird.

followed Hong to PArkway on thurs to meet his GF. haha i am the lightbulb :p.... we had chicken rice for dinner. taste very good, cheap also. environment is the downside (hawkercentre). All in all 5 star rating food 2 star surrounding.

usual for friday lah.... the 'abracadabra' thing will alway be in effect. no mood to do anything except relax

Keep working on being clear in what you want. Break it down into what you need, and what you hope for.

haha good rest over the wkend. felt rejuvenated. i was mentally fatigue for the whole wk.

the statistic exam on friday was totally a flop. i think i did badly. never get to understand what the questions are toking about. i may fail it.

Sign..... juz wait for the result bah...

Met my longtime Prof and Social Worker during the wkend in NUH. its never good to see the Prof. coz i always have to do some test for her whenever i see her.

As for the social worker, i think it depends on situation bah. i see her as my counsellor. sometimes i tok to her more than i tok to my family members. weird rite??? but i think its better this way. when she is in the mood to tok then i think better not tok to her. she can tok for the whole hour over 1 question. but no choice coz i never noe what is her mood for the day so i am always at her mercy :)

they also asked me some questions which i dunno how to answer. (yes i meet the both of them together). i am still thnking about it.

Owell... its the start of the so call holidays. so still work minus lessons. shld be a relaxing wk ahead. work at the Chverons so its going to be a wondering time. wonder here, wonder there, EVeryWhere!!!! ;P

Read these over some webpages see if it applies to u.

1. New college students often believe that they will not be able to form friendships and that no one at school cares about them. The friendships they make don’t seem as intimate as their high school friendships were.
2. We can be alone yet not lonely; sometime we want and need solitude. On the other, we can be surrounded by people and feel desperately lonely

there is actually some truth in it. i was somehow still in contact with friends from secondary school but not anyone from poly anymore. those from poly is like lost somewhere in memories. then the other statment is true to some extend also. we may be surrounded by pple but still find something missing. feelings that u cannot explain.

no matter what i still did not forget you pple around me.

Thanks for everything, let me see that smile always