Back and Kicking

ok I am back.... Sorry for the disappearance. I think i own everyone an explaination but i am still wondering if its enough. I should had come on earlier to clarify it but i did not. Perhaps i am trying to avoid things or perhaps I am giving myself some excuses.



But anyway i had some troubles with the laptop. It was went down a few times in the weeks crippling all sorts of communications with it. First the buttons drop off then after it was repaired the screen went haywire. There were lines on the screen. went for repair again and was perfectly normal for one day before it die out again (sounds very sway). And i traded in the problematic one with a new laptop and yes it cost me a bomb!!!



The 'cool off ' period had done me some good. It let me sorted some things out and got a clearer pictures of what going on with myself. I have always been a disappointment and I tend to avoid and run away from problems.



I went places during the period but never ever once visited anyone. I realised there is a big whole world out there waiting and i had always coupped in my small little world. Like a frog in a well. More importantly we should look at what's to come first and try to work it out before the issue got out of hand.



To you: I have not given up yet.....