First 1
MON 23rd April
hi all this will be my first blog so please give ur support.
i though of putting my feelings on the net cause i am a man of few words. ( got some difficulty with saying it out sometimes). then somemore living with someone too old for me to tok to sometimes.........we got this generation gap........
last week was a free to do anything week. i was FINALLY out of the bloody Barista job. its a horror for me no off days sometimes then have to work 12hrs(very texting on my mental health i guess). For ur info i still managed more then ONE n HAlf YEAR there!!!!!!!!!
But guess what i got this freedom, i lost company. no one to tok to, no one to complain, no one to dine with n so on. it was horrible. Frens were busy with their own matters, some even lost contact. (my circle of fren is very small). i suddenly find that i got too much time on hand. the sudden change in pace gives me the uneasiness
i went out everyday wandering aimlessly. Areas around City Hall n Raffles Place Mrt, all i went. things have change much, shops which i remembered was no more there.(prob cause i too long a time never went there). There were too many new things that make me say: 'Wow' whats that? i kept asking questions also (i look like mountain tortise in the end.)
Finally i got this so call family dinner on SUN (juz yesterday). we did not talk much but i enjoyed the time spent. its been too long that i juz sit down n think nothing other then having hearty dinner.... my mother is asking me to move in with her. i always told her to wait. there was always a thinking in my mind that still makes me hesitate.(a change in evironment; u gain something, u lose something)
i though of putting my feelings on the net cause i am a man of few words. ( got some difficulty with saying it out sometimes). then somemore living with someone too old for me to tok to sometimes.........we got this generation gap........
last week was a free to do anything week. i was FINALLY out of the bloody Barista job. its a horror for me no off days sometimes then have to work 12hrs(very texting on my mental health i guess). For ur info i still managed more then ONE n HAlf YEAR there!!!!!!!!!
But guess what i got this freedom, i lost company. no one to tok to, no one to complain, no one to dine with n so on. it was horrible. Frens were busy with their own matters, some even lost contact. (my circle of fren is very small). i suddenly find that i got too much time on hand. the sudden change in pace gives me the uneasiness
i went out everyday wandering aimlessly. Areas around City Hall n Raffles Place Mrt, all i went. things have change much, shops which i remembered was no more there.(prob cause i too long a time never went there). There were too many new things that make me say: 'Wow' whats that? i kept asking questions also (i look like mountain tortise in the end.)
Finally i got this so call family dinner on SUN (juz yesterday). we did not talk much but i enjoyed the time spent. its been too long that i juz sit down n think nothing other then having hearty dinner.... my mother is asking me to move in with her. i always told her to wait. there was always a thinking in my mind that still makes me hesitate.(a change in evironment; u gain something, u lose something)
