Money Dayz

If we knew ourselves better,
we would be more forgiving of others

No work still for the day. i think its going to continue for some time coz i not planning to get a job still.

i woke up about 11am. Have my breakfast then went on slacking. (Too aimless already) i was like stoning after breakfast. do nothing juz stare at the ceiling. i tried reading books but could not concentrate. too long never touch a book that juz reading a few pages makes me drowsy. i dig out my old notes also it all look so foreign to me. i have to read it a few times to be able to understand it. i can't imagine i wrote all those back then. its like i am so profound, so chim...(hehe)

i went on to look for the passwords to investment accounts which were given to me by frens back then. logged in and found that all was gaining money but all was not mine. i did not invest in any of those n i totally regretted it. Logged onto this poems account which i had registered a few months back to check on the stock market. never bother to read the news they provided then went straight on to look at my stocks that i had monitored proved that i was right. Gaining money again but no money to collect.....(sad)

ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGG

i lost a lot of money

oh well forget about the money for now first, will find my way to get it somehow. (ya rite somehow) very fedup so decide to go for a walk. Aimless again. for some reason i ended looking for my SHI FU at raffles place. he is now working at a coffee shop. (u noe its juz behind the CENTRAL office n no one from the office noe about it). i waited for him for like 3 hours there but the wait is worth it. he teaches me some new tricks. (hehe i will be more skillful in future).

during the 3 hours wait i thought about what my fren said to me. he was like telling me to try out stock trading for a living. He is a stock broker for ur info n i met him last wednesday. he is like asking " why not try out stock trading while u r still looking for a job???" .... "u may not need the job if u make it to be like me" he said. i taken up the offer straight since i noe a bit in trading the stocks ( how many bit is for u to decide), but am still not making enough for the expense i need.

LOst n confused. wondering if i continue will i be able to make it?? what if something goes wrong?? needs rethinking again.........