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The weekend's here. I am not going work for later of the day (its now sunday morning). It's a long time since I have a decent break.

So 1 week's over now since I told the boss that I am quitting. And I think I am not going to leave anytime soon. He cannot find a replacement. The week's also disastrous for me. Its hell when you sit down there doing nothing (cannot slp also). I have to try all ways to myself busy and its a bit of tiring.

There are still weeks before lesson starts. The usual I got no results yet. Not much confident for the results of this sem becoz of those crop of errors. Assignments got some problems also. Anyway I more or less decided that I am not going to stop after the degree. I WANT TO GO FOR FURTHER STUDIES. I am going no where with the degree also. SO now the Million Dollar Questions will be: How am I going to do that?, Where to do it? Overseas or Local?, When Am I going for it? What Specialization?

ONe of the days

I am more or less lax today. Not much reasons, cannot be explained also. The day seems easy on me today.

The family are celebrating my nephew FIRST birthday on Sunday and they are like preparing for it already. Buffet was ordered (i think). Then dunno why drinks and others like fruits and serving plates were also bought. All should be provided by the catering bah (thats what i though so).

Anyway it will be held at one of the rooms at the new stadium in Jurong West. I dunno how it look like now, never ever step in since the opening :P.

So It is Exactly one week since I start the REAL Forex Trading. Enormous experience for me. It's really not for the faint hearted. You have to be very mentally strong cause its trading with real cash. Your thoughts will Actually run wild when you see yourself losing bit by bit and definitely psychologically affected. On the other hand, Greed will take over if there is money to be made. You will hold and keep pressing for more and ultimately lose track of your own motives and targets. Advise is to trade with care.

" What does it mean when you don't see a person for some time and you start to think about him or her? "

What and what and what what

I dunno when I dread staying home. I had though everything will change after some time but it remained the same. It was wonderful in the first place. Everything was perfect. As time went by, things started getting chaotic. What problems, what history, all surfaced. It IS NOw BAck to Square ONe. For a Fact, NOthing is perfect and NOthing Last long. I dunno what to do. I am totally lost. I have to try and avoid it. I don wan to see it happen again. It makes me feel sad. I dunno if I should just move out on my own now. It will become a burden and yes definitely.