bad week

UPdate for the days past days.

I was not feeling well from monday. A bad start for the wk. Laid in bed for 2 whole days before finally able to get up. quite serious. I got GOut attack, plus fever plus vomitting and passing water through the asshole :P. All at one go very bad. I was like dying. But surprise!!! surprise!!!. Everyone was like know what happen and called me if i was feeling ok. Haha Thks.

I finally get to try trding the forex with REAL money now. Sure was heart thumping. You see the money in account getting ups and downs like roller coaster ride. ONe mistakes and gone the money.

The most frustrating msg i got was from one of my lecturer. He said he did not recieved one of the assignements. So ya 2 wks after the exam and something not receive may be equals Failing grade. Where's all the points now?

much unhappies

its a bit of stressful over the week. Things don seem to go smoothly as expected.

The exams' over. Left with the last few modules. As the course is coming to an end, my stress level build up. Partly cause due to 'some' unknown future. Yap and its totally getting all over.

Life @ work nowadays don seem enjoyable. I am quitting soon also And its probably the next day. NO point continuing already since there is no understandable situations. There are choices but people chose to not see, hear or tok about it.

tHE hardest is to Be Easy

This is the beginning of the official term break. So I guess 1 month from now, I am going no lecture rooms or classrooms bah.

May have to make use of this so called last term break (maybe???) to really think about what to do after graduation. I don really have a plan still. I still cannot give an answer to what I am going to do after that. Sound a bit useless hoh...

" I am in a situation where I am lost. I am doing the same things as others, but I am doing no better than them. All necessities, all things needed are provided, I am provided with the most help possible and others are willing to help also and giving ideas but nothing got done in the most fashionable ways. People are losing patients, losing interests and maybe even hope. The words said in the beginning are not going to be fulfilled as easily as it is. Maybe its just my wishful thinking that things are going to be easy. "