If nothing last forever, will u be my nothing...

A day juz ended for me.... so one more day before the wk start all over again. (haha i juz reach hm)

was hm for most of the day. went out only at 5 plus. the birthday boy (Hong) cannot decide where to go for his dinner. we actually planned going Redhill for some food but was change to Bugis for steamboat dinner.

went playing arcade games at Bugis while waiting for LOng. the place was crowded loh not like wkdays where its usually empty. hahaha get to challenge some 'Homeground' guys there. some struggling here n there. there was also a bit of audience behind me.(paiseh leh)

i think i saw the girl in the pics at Bugis. (haha very drama liked hoh??) i don think she noe me bah.... :P

shifted to Cineleisure after the dinner. had wanted to watch some movies but only left with front seats n the rest is too late so did not watch it. So the few idiots went playing games again at the 4th floor. it was not until 3 before we stop n decide its home sweet hm.

so its going to be a new wk ahead. wreak the head on what to do bah Lol

Exercise your power by imagining yourself the way you want to be, not as you are

Hah!!! hows this???!!! my new so call skin/templete!!! i purposely spent a FEW hours doing it leh.... (i still cannot understand most of the script used)

its one wk since lesson ends liao.... i was like suddenly got too much time on hand. still not used to idleing life. my adjusting ability is a bit slow at times.

nothing much for the wk. most of the days was juz btween hm and workplace. did went bugis on Wed. nothing much to do since alone. went to the campus for enrolment of the mondules for coming Nov. Result not yet out but enrol new modules first, very weird.

followed Hong to PArkway on thurs to meet his GF. haha i am the lightbulb :p.... we had chicken rice for dinner. taste very good, cheap also. environment is the downside (hawkercentre). All in all 5 star rating food 2 star surrounding.

usual for friday lah.... the 'abracadabra' thing will alway be in effect. no mood to do anything except relax

Keep working on being clear in what you want. Break it down into what you need, and what you hope for.

haha good rest over the wkend. felt rejuvenated. i was mentally fatigue for the whole wk.

the statistic exam on friday was totally a flop. i think i did badly. never get to understand what the questions are toking about. i may fail it.

Sign..... juz wait for the result bah...

Met my longtime Prof and Social Worker during the wkend in NUH. its never good to see the Prof. coz i always have to do some test for her whenever i see her.

As for the social worker, i think it depends on situation bah. i see her as my counsellor. sometimes i tok to her more than i tok to my family members. weird rite??? but i think its better this way. when she is in the mood to tok then i think better not tok to her. she can tok for the whole hour over 1 question. but no choice coz i never noe what is her mood for the day so i am always at her mercy :)

they also asked me some questions which i dunno how to answer. (yes i meet the both of them together). i am still thnking about it.

Owell... its the start of the so call holidays. so still work minus lessons. shld be a relaxing wk ahead. work at the Chverons so its going to be a wondering time. wonder here, wonder there, EVeryWhere!!!! ;P

Read these over some webpages see if it applies to u.

1. New college students often believe that they will not be able to form friendships and that no one at school cares about them. The friendships they make don’t seem as intimate as their high school friendships were.
2. We can be alone yet not lonely; sometime we want and need solitude. On the other, we can be surrounded by people and feel desperately lonely

there is actually some truth in it. i was somehow still in contact with friends from secondary school but not anyone from poly anymore. those from poly is like lost somewhere in memories. then the other statment is true to some extend also. we may be surrounded by pple but still find something missing. feelings that u cannot explain.

no matter what i still did not forget you pple around me.

Thanks for everything, let me see that smile always