GIve me some ADVISE

For a moment, I am officially out of job. Last THursday was my last day but everything did not stop only until Sunday. The hassle of handling over. The boss had to know what was left then what was loss, what was low in stock, where was the things kept and so on. It should all be done very easily but dunno why it turned out to be a little complicated. owell its none of my biz anymore.

REsted for a few days now, i think i have enough of it also. The sudden change to slower pace made myself seem to have nothing to do except for the assignements. Still the assignements are so 'CHIM', still i cannot get it, still i dunno what i am writing also. I am wondering if i am so dumb.

I was at home most of the time after last day at work. Went NUH for an appointment and reach home at around 5 plus. Never went out till next day. Slept till late afternoon, then went IKEA Alexandera with family. They are having a renovation. A bit messy but still managable, you still find what you want in its rightful place. THe already scarce carpark is also on renovation.

i slept most of the Sunday away. Waking up for breakfast and dinner only. Dinner was really a filling one. Had dinner with family at Sakura Jurong West Sport Complex. It was mixed cusine in buffet style. JApese as its main, topped with bits of dim sum, finger food, pizza, bbq???....... The food tasted good but i cannot eat much. HAlf way into the food i Stopped and feel my head getting 'heavy'.

As for MOnday, i sleep it away still. I think i am becoming a hopeless guy.

"Never did I forget it. Never did I try also. Never did I grab that opportunity. I was given that chance, I had fear, I had insecurity, i hesitated, then I just let it go. It was an emotion struggle for me after. I felt helpless, I felt miserable. I had to learn to accept it. I was told to give up. I somehow was also telling myself to give up but deep down I did not. I still subconsciously try to get back at it and it was neither a success nor was it faliure. There was no...... progress."

Almost dead week

Goodday Everyone. I hope everyone had a good week. I, myself, got nothing much to report. Just some normal days, getting on with the norm. It was always home, work, home.

Some adjustments needed cause I am now free on weekends and by the end of the month I am not working at the current job anymore. Most probably and lets cross our fingers and pray hard it happens. " Let go and leave for the better " I supposed. I really can't wait for the coming week. I can't wait to stop working there, though I may still patronize.

I had not being visiting frens recently, I find (only the usual 3 at weekend). I don really call them also. Beginning to lose touch with them already. I dunno how to explain but I still see no form of better communication then talking to people face to face. The reactions, the body languages, the facial expressions.....

Location of school's changed. It had now change to the SPRing Singapore building in Redhill. Nearer now to home. The building at Bugis still remain property of SMa but courses offered there will be from MUrdoch UNiversity only.

Shall end here
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NO one to blame

RESULTs of exams are out and it went as expected. I failed one of the module and yes its the one which the bloody school lost my assignment and told me Two weeks AFTER exams.

Extended graduation i supposed. THere goes my 2000++ bucks also.

I can blame no one.