The return from your work must be the satisfaction which that work brings you and the world's need of that work. With this, life is heaven, or as near heaven as you can get. Without this - with work you despise, which bores you, and which the world does not need - this life is hell -- W.E.B DUBOIS

Aiyoh today i met with something u cannot believe.

Took the bus to MRT in the morning. it was about 6am when i board. Saw 2 ermm.... nurse from NP on the bus. i stare at them. they also stare at me. was like they know me or something. smiled to them n they smile back. then half way through the journey they were dead in their seats. hehe they were like leaning against each other n slept.

Got off to the MRT. There is a girl sitting beside me. Guess what? . She leaned on me n fell asleep. i am starting to feel that i look like a pillow......... Some feat.... Tried to move away a bit but she was like completely in coma liao don even wake when i tried pushing her away. :(

Moving out still in progress. I have to do it slowly. too many things n no particular transport that can carry many many at one go.

Same thing goes again. Getting used to new environment. This have to done somehow. coz i have to let go of somethings in order to have a new outcome. i find that i have hold on to things too dearly that makes me lose more. Progress have slowed also n things have turn for the worst. Memories about the past is good but it will be for me to remember only.


Emotional Intelligence is the ability to read the situation right and take into account the sensitivities of a person

Job at White Sands have ceased today. May be the last day there or may go back again if i am off from new job.

i am going to be the kopi boy from 11 june on. Pays better n timing is still the same (7am to 3pm). Better still no work on Sat, Sun n Holidays.

Yes job hopping again. goes wherever pays better. hah i wonder if its right??? its hard getting used to new environment. u have to start all over again. getting to the basics.

May not be able to commit full time taking into consideration of studies. Timing for work at most till 5pm n have to consider some sudden change to schedule.

Nose bleed today. Bleed so suddenly that i thought its running nose. i did not notice until my colleagues told me n i go wipe it off.

Saw this phase??? while on my way home. it hit on me a lot. go think about it.

" Come with me to a quite place and take some rest "

Inspiration is more valuable than knowledge - Albert Einstein

I am Back online!!!!!!!!!


With some help and advise from the so call expert (fren) i manage to retrive most of the lost files. :) better then lost everthing. at least.


it will be hell if i have to start fresh. i will be very lost n dunno where to start liao.


Sthing weird happen today on my way to work. As usual i went taking MRT at City Hall. nothing unusual as i enter the cabin. Rather empty cabin also.


while on the way people start coming in but (ya there is the but) most are in uniform. Not from any school. they are the professionals. i started counting (bored in the MRT). Total 17!!!!!!


7 were nurses, 6 from the AirForce n 4 from the Army (in green).


Then u will see the people started to group together. 4 from the Army stand together in one corner. Those from Airforce with some sitting n standing. The nurses all sit in a row. i dunno how all the nurses get to sit in a row also(???)


Amazing leh never did i ever got this in the past. too bad no pics for u to see or it will be the pics of the month.